one time i went to the 1989 tour and when they moved me into the vip section of the bstage pit i ended up standing right next to calvin and i was in ankle boots that had a 4 inch heel so anytime i would make the slightest movement i would lose my balance because it was so dark and im just rolling my ankles and screaming the lyrics to wildest dreams with a couple tears rolling down my face while mama swift is just smiling at me like “look at this girl shes a mess” and calvin didnt even flinch at the fact that i broke both of my ankles and was singing horrendously right next to him because he was so engrossed in the show and he was just bobbin his head while my whole world was falling apart in the best way one foot away from him
i didnt use grammar at all in this post as a visual effect to show you what a mess my life was at that moment in time
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